wow last night was amazing! I went out to dinner with my family((mom, uncle lance, aunt fran, rach, jess, and her boyfriend)). We went to this place where it was Japenesse((sp?)) food and it was amazing. They made your food right at your table. The best part was the huge flame right in my face. I LOVED IT! Anyway... When he was done making the rice he kept piling onto my cuz's plate. He was like want more...here and he put like a whole bunch on and then he said it again and he put more on. It was great! Then he flung shrimp at us and we had to catch it in our mouths. I failed to do that. I was pretty close though. then he went to fling at my sister ((let me remind you she is 2)) and he flung it at her and it went in her eye. I was cracking up, but she was crying. I felt bad, but come on it was seriously funny. It was just so much fun! There was a lot that happened. I'll tell ya more about it later, but for now TOOTLES!

vicky 

Last night was the barn and let me tell you. It was so much fun. There was absoulty no drama what so ever. All night I besically hung out with Kevin, Chris, Jen, Lindsay and ocasionally Jenna, Lauren, and so for. I found olut some things last night....woot woot! I can't tellso sorry!!! I had so much fun though! I was smacking Kevin and Chris's ass. It was so funny! they both have bubble butts, but Chris isn't as big as Kevin's....I meant there ass! I talked with them a lot. We talked about Tom quite a bit...I was digging up dirt on him. Well what can I say I like the kid! Anyway...I had an amazing night. Then I got home and played a video game with my mom because I was being nice! So that was basically all that happened last night. Well there was more, but I don't feel like writing for all of it, so yeah! TOOTLES

Vicky

Hey folks! Sorry I haven't updated in awhile. I hope you all had a very good Holiday and I hope you all have a Happy New Year. I'm kind of sad right now do to the fact of my two cousions. My mom is trying to make a point by telling me that my one cuz is running  for Miss teen America and my other couzion is going to the Holland because she has been excepted into a soccer tornament thing over there and shes going this summer. For some reason thats all my mom has to say when I say something about school or whatever. When I told her I wanted to be an actress a year back she told me I should be an interior decorater, so she crushed that dream and I took on a new one to be an interior decorater now the other day shes like i think you should be a writer not and interior decorater, so she along with crushing my actress dream but now crushed my dream of becoming an interior decorater. She just keeps coming down on me and crushing everything I wanna do. Then earlier I told Jen to ask Tom somehting for me about the dance and he said probaly not, so that put me in a more worse mood. I just want to be happy not all depressed and sad, but I guess everyone has to make it that way. I'm only 15 I should be happy not upset. I mean I stopped cutting and all that stuff, so I shouldn't feel this way. On top of all that I'mn ot happy with my self. I hate how I look. I mean I think I'm pretty and all, but then I think I'm like fat and need to loose weight. Everyday when I wake up I feel like I have to impress somebody. I feel like if I don't look perfect I'm not going to get rejected or whatever. Then I watch t.v and see teenagers going bulimic and aneroix (how ever you spell it). I feel lik thats the new "in" thing so maybe I should do it too. Last year at school I was perfectly fine. I didn't feel like I had to impress anyone or anything. I didn't care all that much how I looked. I had guys who like me and I had a boyfriend 70% of the time. Now I have no guys who like me. The guys I like don't like me. I just wish I could win just once, but I guess I can't.

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vicky

Hey ya'll! I haven't updated in awhile so I decided to update. Today we had an away match and won 81 to19. For our first two matches we've had so far we've won by a lot. SWEETNESS! Besides that there isn't anything really to write about. OH wait my grandpa who lives in Florida is coming down till I think Tuesday. I can't wait because I hardlye ver see him. The last time i saw him was Spring Break, but that was only because we went to Florida for Spring Break. Besides that I hardlye ver see him, so its really good to him again. Also on Sunday we have a huge Polish party which means PRESENTS...haha! I have a very cute outfit for it and can't wait to wear it. I also have a crush on two people. If you know don't say anything if you don't then sucks for you. I finally am doing better. My sickness went away. I don't know what else to write.

Vicky